I ran a lot further than I had in a long time. I kind of expected to run to my usual spot but decided to go further b/c I felt that my legs could keep going and they did. It’s such an amazing thing to be able to use my legs in such a way. I’m thankful for the things I can do with my body. But there are still a lot of social constructs that is not progressive. It is difficult being different from others in physical appearance and hobbies. It’s getting to a point that I really feel the need to focus financially on making the laser surgery possible. It has taken long enough. I’ve had enough and am ready to be seen past the outer me.