A slippery slope

I don’t recall when it started but by the time I caught it, I realized school and my midterm for orgo is almost here. Yet another regretful time off not properly spent. At least that’s how it often feels like. Anxiety is here again with a slight bit of panick. It’s always difficult when you have obstacles that you don’t believe you can conquer. Then again, that’s why they’re obstacles in the first place. :p Eh. Sighs. It’s been a while since this happened and I was thinking that maybe it left. Wishful thinking that didn’t include the science of what we already know of it. 😁 

It still hurts

Some times age still hurts.  Especially from comparison. 

I still wonder how I got here. What did I do wrong?